spilling open
a continued journey
2011 was one of the best years of my adult life. there were definitely some rough patches, but also some of the most incredible experiences i’ve had. i spent it with the love of my life, family and friends. i left the country for the first time. had amazing times. made art. had my art in a gallery. got a decent job. I QUIT SMOKING. all in all, pretty great. 2012 has a lot to live up to, but i have a feeling it will be even more amazing.
Life’s still pretty good, although george and i are both sick right now. I had been going to the gym regularly before this. I was feeling really good but now this kind of slowed that down. Hoooopefully we’ll be better soon. So far I really like working at Starbucks, even though I have been dreaming and sleep talking about making lattes. but I get my first paycheck friday :D
I passed out about 25 pieces of candy to trick or treaters. It still didn’t really feel much like halloween though.
good things are happening.
i got a job at starbucks. i start in a week. it’s not the best job ever but it’s a job. with benefits! :D
i joined a gym yesterday. so far i’m exhausted but loving it.
i’m working on quitting smoking and thinking positively.
i have a lot of good plans for the future.
it’s about time i take control of my life and make myself better. here’s to a new beginning.. i’m ready for the change.
what a fucking joke. fuck today.
“You are a gorgeous mess. Your mind is a disordered haven full of this overgrowth of lush thoughts that tangle into a meshwork of absolute chaos. You lack eloquence. You lack poise. You grasp barriers, chiseling away at the wall of stone your conforming conscious built. Ongoing wars fiercely echo in your soul as outside bombs attempt to disturb the flow of your developing thoughts, but you fight. You are imperfect, uncertain, unstable, but you fight to maintain this artistic havoc within you. And for that, you are a gorgeous mess.”
(via incubi)
